Lol people are so extra with their decorations, that one skeleton and that middle post need to go get a room...
Good morning my Mouser!
Phew another bullet dodged today huh? I’m so glad you got at least some semblance of up and running today. I was so worried, after about 11 am I started to take a serious turn. I should have known really, with the sore underarms and the snuffles starting over the weekend. It all came in a bit full on today, but I’m hoping this bug will leave as fast as it came!
Ain’t nobody got time for that. Like, really really.
At the same time I’m realizing it may be another Universal “Slow Your Roll Dayle.” Really really trying not to push it. I got a little paid work in this morning but spent the rest of the day totally out of phase, I think I passed out for maybe 30 minutes with my laptop on my chest laying on the couch, just ultimate fog. It’s been a good practice in mental self control I’ll tell you, because when I’m foggy like this, my usual mental calculations and logistics processing just turn into overwhelm and anxiety. I had to keep reminding myself, You have plenty of time -You can deal with it when you feel better.
I feel like I must have brought myself back about 50 times, stopping thoughts midway, choosing not to engage, like those awful perfume sample people at the mall. Haha you’ll think I’m nuts for saying this but I actually feel like I’ve come a long way in that regard with yoga and meditation, forcing myself to flex that brain muscle that forces my mind to quiet. Damn I don’t think I’ll ever be GOOD at it per-say, but I’m better, and I’ll continue to work on it.
I hope you were able to bring things back today love, sucks when we don’t talk as much, I know it’s just life stuff and a symptom of distance, I just really and truly miss your company, haha even your digital company. You make me laugh, you inspire me to be better, you’re always supporting me and cheering me on. Days like today make me even more thankful for the time we make for each other. Yes I know we just had a movie date a day or so ago, and I know we are in crunch mode from now till Steemfest. This isn’t coming out of a place of pressure or expectation, just wanted to let you know how much you brighten my days :).
I hope you don’t mind a shorter-than-usual Good Morning hunny, I’m fading fast. Going to pull the couch bed out and crash hard as soon as this post is up. Mom made me chamomile tea with hunny, got tissues close by, going to knock this cold outta here and get on with things! The plan is to leave tomorrow early afternoon or late morning after the morning commuter traffic has passed, head back down to dad’s, and get some work done or just rest and have a hot bath depending on how I’m feeling.
As for you I’m hoping with all my heart you’re feeling awesome today. That you slept like a rock, and you’re ready to try again. I know I’m ready! Soon we’ll be ordering tickets and tieing up all the loose ends. The other day when we were talking you said “You with me Dot?” and the truth is I am.
Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow.
I’m with ya DM
<3
Dot
