When you're on the top of the mountain, but you're only half way up ;) YAYAYAYA!
"Dear TeamHumble,"
I’ve typed those words for the last 41 days straight according to my calculations. I’ve absolutely love that I get the joy of being the first person to welcome you into the land of the living. My only wish is to be able to do it for many many more days months and years to come.
It’s important to have someone out there who’s thinking of you, even when you’re sleeping. Someone who’s running with you, scheming with you, and who wants the same things out of life alongside you. I’m so so thankful I’ve found that in you biza. Like you said, in your post this week...
"When you know, you know. You know?"
It’s so odd. I know that we’ve talked about it a million times. I feel like I’ve always known you. Like there was never a time where it wasn’t Dot & DM. I remember when you made me watch Made in Heaven. Movie is just as cute as it is cheese and I ate the whole thing up, watching one afternoon from a tub, having absolutely no clue what the next week would look like for me much less the next two years.
So here we are now, plugged into this rad blockchain community, both with clients, both with projects we’re chasing down. Places we want to see, experiences we feel like we’re meant to have. I feel like the Universe is finally holding up the starter pistol and we’re just waiting for the Big Bang.
See what I did there? Yeah ya girl is clever, even when she’s exhausted.
Tonight my only job, aside from writing your good morning is to look into flights. I think I’ll be fasting my last meal tonight, spending some quiet time, thinking, researching, winding down for an early start tomorrow. I’m sick of feeling like the days are running away from me and the TO-DOs are piling up. Especially if I’m going to make moves in the next few weeks.
Mom knows I’m going to be heading out at some point and she’s been asking to see me so I want to make time to at least spend a weekend with her and bogey boy, give her a few keepsakes she wouldn’t have wanted me to throw out when I was going through boxes. You know tie up those loose ends.
I really want to put some serious bike sale energy out there this week. If I can offload that thing we’re one step closer to Steemfest.
I’m not going to lie. A few weeks ago when you told me it wasn’t going to happen. I cried. A lot. I was devastated. You were right though, a few weeks ago, I had lost a dog client (and more importantly a lovely dog), I was on the cusp of storms and losing my biggest contract. You were frustrated with lack of works and were just recovering from a rough asthma summer. Everything seemed so fragmented and disjointed and out of place.
I felt so far from you in that moment, and it felt like one by one doors were closing. I was so scared, and too tired to process any alternatives so I just cried.
But we kept going. We kept trying, kept working and kept showing up. I can’t tell you how proud I am of the two of us. Things are finally starting to click into place in their little ways and I couldn’t be more excited about what's to come.
I hope this little morning message finds you well my love. I hope you’ve had great sleeps and are ready for a day of kicking ass before you go pick up little mouser. Damn I can’t wait to give her a hug….
Good morning Mouse, get that water in. Have a good stretch and a deep breath in…. and out.
Today is going to be just fine.
<3
Dot
