One word. Croots. Daamn do they know what's up. The lemon curd. Damn you brits and your ABSOLUTE LOCK on sweets.
Morning DM!
Here we are again (well you've got a little head start on me) at the beginning of a new day. One more day of breathable air, drinkable waters (which reminds me have you been drinking enough?? ;)) and sunshine not entirely blocked by smog ready to be soaked up.
I'm sure the generations in our post apocalypse futures will resent us for not having enjoyed these things as much as we could have so let's do our best to do right by em eh?
Today was strange all in all, my transition nomad energy built up over packing, organizing cleaning and saying goodbyes to doggo hit the sobering brick wall one two punch of Italian drama mixed with German inflexibility.
Once I was able to decompress by pwning n00bz in Paladins and release some tension by making some beet hummus and writing a post things were better, and I asked Dad if he wanted to watch "What The Health" with me.
He's been asking me little things here and there curious about how I'm living and actually thriving eating only plants for the moment. I think he expected I'd either quit or be sick and weak all the time.
Crazy to think I've been eating this way since Jaunary, almost 8 months now. My skin has cleared up, I'm still loosing weight, I've got ridiculous energy and focus and although my family thinks I'm becoming a recluse they can at least see that I'm physically healthier and more vibrant.
You know me, always trying to ascribe some cosmic meaning to my frustrations but If being here this amount of time, means that the family starts making some positive changes that help them live longer happier lives, or even thinking about alternatives, I'd be beaming with happiness.
Dad loved the movie, and it was a lot less extremist and common sense based than the hype suggested. I thought it was great would highly recommend. They mentioned some stuff about asthma in there, which made me think of you of course, you know me always storing data, making adjustments, harder better faster stronger. I know I'm intense AF, but I just haz SO MUCH cares. Italian passion and German optimization coalesce.
I Had a bit of cucumber and beet hummus for dinner while we watched the film and now im settled in for bed. I feel good. I know I wasn't treated fairly today, but I felt it was the right thing to do to make the little bit of extra effort with Dad, spend some time with him and in our own German way, mend the rift by taking about what bullshit the American government and "modern" medicine is.
Seeing your relationship with Bella has been a huge eye opener for me over these past months. My dad was raised by much older parents who came from the generation of "speak when spoken to" so although I'd love to feel a sense of friendship the way Bella feels with you, I'm realizing that relative to the way he was raised, our relationship is probably progressive as hell to him.
I've never ever questioned his love for me, he just has a different way of showing it like waking up early before work to make sure all the fluids in my car are topped up lol. I'm grateful, just have to remember to process it through differently calibrated love receptors.
Anyway, that's all to report for now, feeling some closing of chapter energies starting to converge. Doing my best to prepare for when the next leap is required.
Harder better faster stronger.
<3
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